Tuesday, January 5, 2010
5 Leaves Left
Sometimes I wonder if I constantly keep myself in motion, to avoid the panic of sitting still. As much angst as this continual uncertainty brings me, staying put terrifies me. What if I stay still and I can't breathe? What if I stay still and ruin everything? But then, what if I stay in motion, keeping myself in perpetual limbo? Ok, perhaps I need to just float. Floating sounds nice, less purposed, less defined, less in my control.